this past month has been so hard on me....
bad luck after bad luck keeps happening to me...
i'm so fucking sad...
my life has so far longing to see the happiness it so desired..
but that's not happening for me...
n now the worst part has come..
i've lost my grandpa...
the only one i has left is now at ALLAH side...
i guess ALLAH loves him more...
i hope his soul will be among the blessed...
i miss him already..
there's no longer going to be anybody to joke with me when i go back to my village anymore...
no one i can see and smile at..
no jokes on when im gonna get married..
no jokes on seeing me with my gf on tv...
no such things..
i miss u grandpa..
i love u...