2nd one

better than me

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
And guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered what it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took that you were lookin' for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered what it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend

I won't think about you when I'm older
'Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
And I think you should know this

here's the first one....

My Happy Ending

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)

Lets talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they

But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do?

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
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That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

Songs in my life....

so let's see eh...

everybody has a song to remind them of something....

heartache,broken heart,sad,angry,happy and all that....

so,i decide to post mine...

this next 5 songs is first for the five breakup that has been very hard for me...

yup...

five of them......

Guilt..

my life is so full of guilt...

so much that every night i spend crying..

non stop until i felt asleep...

nobody knows this because i often do it alone...

because i dont want anybody to see

they might make fun of me...

but who care,,,

ive always been make fun of all my life...

i dunno why but thats a fact..

no matter things i did was with a good intention

i still get guilt all over me..

hurm

i wanna die...,

My birthday...

date 8.2.2011...

wow...

never had a celebration b4...

but this year i had it...

thanks to her..

she was the one that made it possible..

i thanks her for..

she did so much...

from mcd to a cake and to a bag...

wow..

I love her..

Yesterday..

yesterday was a happy night...

for the first time i had a date at Putrajaya...

first time weh...

With u my muffin...

thanks...

i had a happy experience...

Love ya

To ANNUR...

thanks for accepting me...

a broken piece of shit...

a piece of unwanted garbage...

a box full of evilness...

u know,during the time when i had to confront so many of your friends

i was scared as shit.,,

i wasnt scared i couldnt answer...

but i was scared it wouldnt be enough,,

and i wouldnt be accepted...

but thats all has been done...

im now beside u and am proud of it..

I LOVE YOU...

mmuah!!!....