so....
ladies and gentleman...
this is the time we've been waiting for.....
my teenage years...
the proudest moment of my life...
arggh!!!
who am i kidding?...
there's nothing to be proud of here...absolutely nothing....
literally.....
for all teenagers,they say this is the time for hormon imbalance.....
guess what,it is true....
half of it la...
most of it is down to bad choices and the friends you choose....
this is the time when i became a rebel....
i became mad,i became stubborn as hell....
i cause a lot of trouble for my family....
n i do mean a lot....
at a young age also...
i started smoking at form 1.....
n from that moment i fall even deeper....
studies was never in my mind...
all i want in life is fun....
n i could never have enough of it.....
i skip school,i sleep in class,i made trouble for the teachers.....
i never listen...
never once...
i had it all....
for me at that time,school was the place i could be away from home and my family.....
they never could scold me,or control me....
it was great...
i would hang at cybercafes,shopping complex until noon then go home sleep....
as for home wise,i was the bastard son for my dad....
for him,i was a failure.....
i never in my life had any love from him....
his love was for my sister.....
i was the black sheep.....
tell me,what sort of punishment i didnt receive from my dad....
i received everything.....
canes,slap,punches,kicks,pipes...
all of that.....
i even got smack down with a chair.......
that was for when i home late one night...
the first time of that offence.........
i never did great in exams to....
my pmr wasn't great,my spm was a complete failure......
all my life studying in all guys school i guess.....
then at form 4 i changed school.....
to a mix school...
tell u what....
that school sucks....
it made me culture shock...
first time in a school of gurls and guys in the same class.....
what do you expect....
it didn't do me any good......
i guess it always come down to my bad choices in life again.......

and thats all of my teenage life........
the years where i turn to the dark side....